on my way back home today i saw a man in rugged clothing selling roses as the cars stopped in traffic. he walked between the cars, with a bouquet in either arm – speaking in Turkish – or rather, calling – perhaps saying something along the lines of how beautiful the roses are – or reminding those who celebrate tomorrow about a last minute gift – or even changing the minds of those who don’t celebrate tomorrow, to a mind that pleases their lover and spouse. i thought to take my phone out and picture him, but the bus moved too fast to capture such poetic image. of a man, selling love to lovers. away from all intellectual discourse – here is a man, bribing lovers with a flower to feed his children. here was a man, depending on love – if just for the one day – to pocket a weekend treat for his wife – here was a man, placing his trust in an emotion so strong – so fickle – to stay alive.
half of me wanted to run out of the bus and buy a rose, the other half wanted to stay inside to get home before my emotions got out of control. but here is a man, who i pray to God manages to sell all those roses to deserving lovers, and pocket enough cash for his life to not have to depend on love tomorrow – but perhaps on something more reliable, more assured – something lighter on the heart, something more basic, less complex, more set in stone, more valuable to man’s heart: like a football match, or rain.